GOOD or BAD?
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I will start this with a question, how can you/they say that it is a good or bad change? I always wonder because I heard people saying that “she changed in a bad way” or “she changed in a good way” like how could you say that? So here I am and in this blog I will let you ‘judge’ if these changes that happened to me were good or bad.
I do not know how to start this but since our topic is about my changes as a person then I will start when I am still a kid. As far as I remember, the young Danaya is very talkative and she can’t keep a secret especially to her father. She doesn’t say bad words, she is weak but not afraid to take risks and she’s a papa’s girl. The Danaya that is writing this blog is very far from the young Danaya because like what they say there is no permanent in life.
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As I grow older, my perspective in life also changes. My only goal before was to be happy but now I have a lot of goals and one of them is to be successful. I do not know why but as I matured I started enjoying being alone. Well I am still a sweet, loving and good daughter to my parents and I hope that will last forever. Actually, I have my favourite change and that is to pursue what I want and to say no to others. Maybe you are wondering why, and it is because I grow letting others decide and I will just follow. I do not have my own decision because like what i have said my only goal before is to be happy and being with them makes me happy so i just go with the flow. I am so afraid and shy to say no, afraid because I might disappoint them. Well sometimes I still can't say no but i am working on that now. There was a time when I chose what I really wanted to do even though my friends chose other activities and surprisingly I enjoyed my company and that is the time when I decided to always choose myself. This pandemic taught me a lot of things and it made me stronger.
To be honest, I don't know what comes to my mind and write all of this but I am happy that I have started to open myself to others. This is just a piece of me. Change is always in front of us. There's a change that we want and there is a change that we need.
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